In spite of everything

I'm learning that I'm still vulnerable. Part of me is extremely stressed. A few moments ago, I found some materials that I needed to complete a homework assignment--paperwork that I had nearly discarded by accident. When these documents were lost, I was terrified. My head was spinning. I actually wondered how I could pass without them, even though I know I'm doing fine.

But when I found what I was looking for...My eyes filled with tears. I didn't sob or anything. But I was thankful that my docs weren't lost. And concerned that I may be driving myself too hard, or not pacing myself properly, or something.

This entry is all so random. But that's just how I'm feeling tonight...