What's up?

In case you read this thing to actually find out what's new in my world:

I'm still unemployed. Since last night I've been angry with myself for not fighting hard enough to get a job. I woke up, checked the computer today. I found one job online and applied. I decided to do write-ups for a set of jobs that a friend of mine had sent me via email. I became furious with myself when I realized that the deadline for applying to the positions I wanted had passed. WTF is wrong with me?

*Kicks own arse*

I'd cry if I wasn't so mad at myself.